Wednesday, December 14, 2011 @ 1:37 AM
It has been about 9 months since i last posted . I had actually decided not to Blog anymore but i recently i felt that i need to ~ blog back in order to JOT what i have done in my life .So starting from today i will start my personal Blogging again (without letting anymore knowing it).
Not being in a good mood this few days after knowing my 'GAGGERs' being unhappy with me .
I do know what is it about but sometimes they just don't understand . I'm trying so hard to Organize/Plan and yet there are people giving answer answers like NO,just plainly because they no mood or don't feel like it .
It hurt's my heart a lot when everyone is not gathered together enjoying themselves.I don't like having some people doing this and the rest doing another stuff .
I know the fact that i have attitude problems , my Temper isn't that good but knowing me for so long you should had known i am those kind of people if you don't do anything funny or FUCK up i wouldn't be going around yell-ing at you for no Reasons !
How i wish they would spare a thought me for instead .
I'm the one doing everything , i don't see any of my Brother's (Except for 1 or 2 ) planning or even making the effort . It's just like people taking me for GRANTED ~ waiting for me to start everything then if anything i do doesn't suit them they will go I don't want la NO NO NO .
I tired of doing it all along but if i don't do it no one will even start !
I cherish & Love them as my Brother's ~ 6years and Counting & 2years and Counting but i don't know deep down in them whether they treat me as a Brother or not !
Gonna meet up with my GAGGER's and talk to them on Friday Night , hopefully everything goes back to normal :(
*I really hope in the years ahead they will become more mature and stand along with me even though each of us have different personality and character !.
Wrote by : Darren Yeo 14 Dec 2011 .